To go.. or not to go..

Till date, I have train jujitsu for about 2.5 years.. in between I have stopped trainin for roughly a year. And now. Im back with more passion.. im back to train..

And recently. . Johan jus asked if im interested in attending this seminar held by sulaiman from kreation jujitsu.  And that sulaiman was his real brother. I couldnt believe that my idol was his real brother. Oh man. Why didnt I know that earlier..

And now.. im unsure if I should attend this seminar now.. sigh. Nobody would be accompanying me for this seminar. I dw to be a loner down there. Its damn shitty
Roarrr... what can I do nowww????