Life Filled with regrets
Wednesday, September 30, 2009 , 8:43 PM

woahs i think i really gt lots of stuff to update today.
maybe i shall update and list them in day 1 2 and 3
=)

day 1
after reaching sch there's 2 person wavin at me at cheers. at first i dun really noe them cos i was on phone wif baby. then i tot they waved at the wrong ppl cos i couldnt really recognise them. xD
in the end after i went into cheers to buy my lunch then i saw those guys again and i asked them if they were frm spartans. haa..
like so malu. own tribe mates wave at me yet i dk them haa..

then i join them and introduce myself to them b4 walkin to the loft with them.
somehw when i was travelling there.. i was a bit sian sian 1... i scare the whole camp would be so bored and tiring. Not only dat.. i was actually missin someone..
scare that she will be bored cos i am unable to call her and stuff..

upon reachin the loft @ 94(its a building where we have small apartments for us to stay in durin camps) i saw matthew and he directed me to where spartans are. =) then i saw some familiar faces in spartans. those sl that were involved in previous red camp 5.

and began to have some cheers and games that include forfits (dk hw spell) lol. many people kena la.. haa.. and we started to get very bonded. haa..
and some cheers really make me rmb of red camp 5..

and we started to paint our banners in day 1 then go for personalised tour? (pt) every trible member will be mixing ard with other tribe member LOL.
in this tour we have to deal wif certain situation and explain certain courses with other sl help to people and bernice is like so crazy 1. LOL. so annoyin but funny la. haa. she can juz go wild suddenly.. like so random dat kind. lol.

then after the tour we came back, and we gt nth to do and we started to ask abt our course, our sec sch, our pri sch then follow by kindergarden and then our birthday..
and i told them my bd was on the 20sept and they started singing bd song. LOL. like wth..frm my grp, then the other grp started to sing for me.. omg so paiseh lo.
all thanks to bernice ! LOL.
and i get to know that amar (that previous mc frm centurions) had the same birthday as me !
lol and we were born in the same day,same yr !

then went for dinner i thinK?
then go for wet games then back to loft to bath and then debriefs. haa.
then some other ppl order for mac delivery cos we are nt suppose to leave loft a night.
at night so bored nth to do.then can onli sms ppl disturb ppl lo.
tryin to call someone.. but..
she slept at 10 dat night..
thru out the whole night i have been tryin to call..
but i m unable to reach her...
=(

day 2
early up at 7.00am woahs like so early cos we reach the loft ard 11+ 12+am the previous night and plus that debrief i take us ard 30 mins and the time we took for bathin and chattin, i slept at 2++ am..
woke up then went to bathe hot water.. then feel more afresh.
wake up liaos damn cold.. cos of the stupid air con make me shiver till like pig
haa..
then have to go bathe hot water to make my body warm..

then went for breakfast..
had nasi lemak for breakfast buffet style + milo.
then went to learn mass dance for all for one and another high school musical dance
dk what name..
hais.
kinda happy but sad cos of the dance cos it bring back happy memories..
whenever i dance and i face my partner..
i really will rmb her..
my her..
still rmb how i used to smile at her wif my tiny eyes.. and how worried i am while dancing i am so afraid of dancin wrongly and embarrasse myself infront of her..
sad cos she wasnt by myside durin dat dance..
how i wish she was with me for that dance..dat specific dance..
if only she was with me.. hais. ='(
after that dance we went for banner making again..
i nearly cried..
cos of the memories that i had in red camp..
then as for dinners we were asked to go out for dinner. everyone was sponsored 5 dollar each by the sch..
and there was like ard 40 ppl in each tribe? then there are total of 5 tribes. woahs eu go imagine hw rich ngee ann is lo. =) we went for alumni and i order a pasta and ice lemon tea.
and i onli pay 20cent for my dinner the sec night. haa xD
cheapest dinner ever. =D
while walkin back to loft kelwin (dk spell correctly or nt) started a cheer call mickey mouse and it goes like this..
M-I-C-K-E-Y M-O-U-S-E
mickey mouse (boys)
mickey mouse ( girls)

and we keep on shoutin this cheer all the way back to loft

day 3
wake up at 7 bahs.
ytd slept at 3am.
had talks and stuff ytd with kelwin they all
listen to his army story and stuff..

wake up had carrot cakes in early morning
then then.. had our cheers
then went for heart to heart tok wif tribe members and other tribe member..
and one of the question was.. what do you think you guys should do for red camp 6 (sth like dat)
and the first thing that came into my mind was..

i felt that we should give them good memories of red camp and ngee ann.
and i told them i was once a red camper and ngee ann's red camp was my favourite camp ever..
its the first camp that made me enjoy it so much. its the first time i screamed, cheered, and shouted till i lost my voice was durin the red camp 5. the other camp that i had in the past i nv really shout i felt that it's like so lame to sing song and cheer..
but red camp was the camp that rreally change my thinking..
and i told them.. durin this camp i get to know my girl. she was my mass dance partner and i get to know her in the sec night. thou the time we get to meet durin the camp wasnt long but in the end we fell in love for each other until now.. 9mths alr.. i nv tot of givin up or anythin..
all thanks to red camp..
without red camp 5, i wouldnt have enjoy so much fun in the camp. not only being able to enjoy the camp, i also get to know her..

after the talk..
we went for the SL cheers and i rushed off to meet baby and send her to her centre..

then jiu went to jp for kfc.
lOL. throat no voice still wan kfc. haa..
use poison fight poison =DD
haa..
dk y every time after camp i would have cravin for kfc de..
sec 2 and 3 like dat.. now oso like dat.
LOL.

ALRIGHT I THINK I SHALL END MY POST HERE LA.
so long lo my blog.
shall update the red camp mass dance tml?
=)

wonderful memories that revolves ard me..