haas.
watched redcamp 5 mass dance on the net juz nw..
and it bring back a lot of memory..

anyway... did eu guys received any email frm the red camp?
its so... dumb?
i cant even enter the webby..
the dk wat redcamp@np.edu.sg thingy 1..

okok.. juz ard 5 min ago.. sandy told mii dat that wasnt a webby..
dat was juz an email address..
:S
haas. xP
no wonder cant log in to dat address on the net.. xP
and she scolded mii bodoh..
><><
i wan go i wan i wan !!


okok.
serious thing nw..
within this one yr..
lots of stuff happened to mii..
i get to those sec 2 gals and many thing happened to mii..
i began to ignore them...
then started to talk to them and then ignore again..
i oso dk wth i doin larhs..

and then..
i get to noe shirley, pamella, grace, jeanice, joan, michelle, valencia, zoey and yea i was like so famous in the sec 2..

i dunno if i was right in knowing them..
but all i noe was dat..i hope i didnt regret noeing them..

2008 is ending and 2009 is coming our way..
so is our result..
i am so nervous, sad, afraid and yet happy...
its a kind of mixed feelings..
i am so nervous.. i dk wat kind of result will i get..
i hope i can juz pass my major exam and carry on my studies in poly..
sad cos i m leaving my sch.. i discovered dat i cant put down my ''career'' in the sch.. esp my cadets, my cca, my teacher, my frens and even our frenship..
i hope dat we will be as close after we left sec sch..
i cant predict the future..
and i wont noe wat will happened to pam and jeanice they all once i leave the sch..
all i could hope was dat everything can go well for them (anyone whom i noe)..
happy cos 2009 is coming and ya.. i m old alr..
and i really hope dat i could return to sch to apologise to someone..
dat someone whom i think i had hurt deeply...

every yr, ppl out there will be celebrating their countdown, i will be quite sad thou i din really show my feelings..
i dun wanna cry out in front of euu guys..
and to ppl out there..
thx for being wif mii when i really need euu..
esp to dat.. guy who i always say he is being so kaypoh 1..
sry..
i really din cared abt wat eu were thinkin at dat point of time..and yea i treasure every frenship.. and i hope it wont end so soon..
i hope dat our frenship would last..

get to noe so many ppl during this 1 yr...
ppl whom i noe this yr..
those ''retard'' (the word dat i use to call my frens) dat i noe during the redcamp
lingying SL.. yea she is so great la. the chicken ball
which i will always *kick when i ''see'' her
whenever she see mii sad always come an weii mii larhs.. and in order to continue our frenship.. i think i will continue to bet wif her everytime.. haas. xP betting wif lollipops.
heehs.
act cute lahs mii.. but bo bian.. who asked mii to be so cute lahs can!? xP
(thick skinned)

wei fang SL..
the meat ball who have stm..
haas. thou she doesnt really rmb mii as her pri sch mate, it nv really bother us much..
we will still continue to talk abt everything under the sun..
and yea.. she will come to ''visit'' us in thai exp whenever she have the time.. haa.. xP

hweeyi
my dear dear..
frm my dance partner, become lover..
haas.. xP
dk y..
we began to like each other after the red camp and.. i really tried very hard to find her..
frm frenster to red camp blog and to facebk.. and i promise i will treat her gd.. and nv to let her go.. heehs. xP

chongen
the radar system guy who wanted to go redcamp to find gals? :S.. haa..
din really have much to update abt him thou we will often crap during the camp..

and and .. i think dats all?
ok lahs. there are some other ppl..
like yong jin!
to mii, yong jin was a big and kind de giant !.. or bear lahs..
he was our best SL la.. but during time of difficulites, cfm very hard to contact him..
call him, he oso wont return sms or call derh..
T.T

matthew.
the coolest SL.
haas.
ok la.
i really treat him like my idol..
esp the thing dat he said..
''boys are like toilet bowl and gals are hard to understand''..quoted frm matthew.

and clement
another SL who have great vocal who sang for us..
=D haas..
he was quite cool too.. haas..


ahh..
write till so long liaos..
feel like crying
and wat exactly did i learn throu out the past 1 yr?

and nw..
i really began to feel dat i have changed..
frm the past two yrs..
i have been changing.. i wanted to become good looking.. frm those crappy hair do dat i have done in sch till the golden hair...
i have changed...
i juz wanna be better..
manyu mamy said dat i was the opposite version frm shuyi..
shuyi was always surroundd by guys whereas i am surrounded by gals..
and yupp.. tobe frank,even i oso dk y..
i am always troubled and surrounded by those sec 2 gals
-.-ll
i even beocme their papa lurhs..
for goodness sake..
machiam like nanny like dat... haas.

and i hope dat i could get an ans for wat have i done for this past 1 yr..
will continue to update tml..
be prepared for the count down tml nite..
and i will blog more abt my frens tml..

few more hrs to go... =(


i hated 2009 and dread it to the core..
cos i miss the happiness, the joy, the laughter that we had in the past..
and i noe..
i would nv ever have the chance to go back to the past... hais..