Life Filled with regrets
Friday, September 26, 2008 , 11:59 PM

*yawns..
time nw is 1.59am..
date : sat

i gonna post abt things dat happened ytd ( fri).. and blog it as ''today'
had sch as usual.. but it rain heavily today..
manage to get to sch without gettin wet.
BEING SO WORRIED ABT HER AGAIN.. SMSED HER ASKIN HER TO TKC.. BUT M I BEING TOO NAGGY?SOMETIMES, I DUNNO IF I WAN TO SMS HER. I M AFRAID SHE MIGHT FEEL DAT I M NAGGY.
During maths lesson, sat tgt wif don and kiat seng. all of us took out our hp and we were too engross in our songs.. but each of us had our own thing to do... as usual, i was lookin outside.. hopin to see them passin by my class.. them? p n s lo.
after maths it was recess, and it was then i realised my calculator was gone ! =(
someone stolen/mistook it.. hais.! sadded lurhs.
search everywhere for it.. but i m unable to find it.. if i noe who took it, i gonna strangle dat idiot..

felt so flared up and went for social studies..
and instead of mr nazri turnin up, it was mrs gill who took over the lesson..
and she gave us test on ''industrialisation''
the first question was quite easy and i had written alot..
however, as for the sec question.. idk hw to do !
so.. i decided to anyhw 'pong' few paragraph into it lurhs. haas.
but luckily, i manage to wrote until 2 pages for each of the question..

sch bell rang after 1 hr of ss.
finally, it was time to balay kampong..
told dat qihao dat they haven go home.. but he dun believed..
in the end..
they haven release lo. =.=
i trust my intuition..
grr.. OINK!
my pig/mickey mouse/ bird/ watever de instinct very accurate 1.. dunno y..
i m unable to explain.. but several things really came true b4..everytime after sch.. i would try to guess where eu r..i dunno y.. bt most of the time.. when i guessed eu were in sch.. i wil be able to see eu in sch..
accompany qihao to his bus stop and travelled home alone..
the first thing that i reach home was to put down my bag on the table and run towards the main switch and on it. once i have on it, i will then place my butt lazily on the chair and then on9 msn. haas.
everytime when i on9.. i really hope to see euu on9 so dat i could chat wif euu..i really miss ur voice thou i juz had a long conversation wif eu tonight..
the moment i on9 msn, i saw a char siew.. -.-l
she asked mii out cos she wanted to return my book to mii lurh.. then jiu meet her since i gt nth to do at home..
home alone was so bored..
nth to play, no 1 to talk to , and it was so quiet until i could even hear my own breathin sound. =X
after meetin her.. we went to mac and have our meal.
damn hungry .. we did not had our lunch in sch nor outside sch. so we decided to go to mac and eat lurhs. and she met her ''fren over there. haas.

din noe char siew gt fren 1.
T.T
rch home at ard 4+ then went to bathe and i started readin journey..
one of the novel by low kay hwa. a local author.
not knowin the reason y..
the stories tat was written by him are often so called ''sad story''
ppl dyin here n there.. T.T
and askin ppl how to cherish ppl ard them..
the first book dat i read was i believe you.. and this was the FIRST BOOK dat made miii shed tears la.. ><
it was quite and interestin and romantic story and it is highly recommended by mii.. after readin. i took a nap till.. 7.00pm. waited for zh and guoyin's phone call and i m off to joggin.. ran more than 2.4 tonite jogged from here to taman.. then from taman, we went the another way and run till we reach my zhu ren de block lo. and i called her.. ^^
had a long conversation wif her.. and met her.. she threw sweets from her window down for us..

omg.. is this call ''gao lo pao wu''??
throwin things from buildin.. lol.
nt afraid of being sue arh? haas.. =P
xiao xin i go sue euu wors.. =P
eh.. rmb to see wat i wrote infront the lift orh !.. each time i went out and i saw bus 98, i would look into it.. hopin dat i would see euu in it..
even i went for joggin .. i was hopin tat i could see eu on the street or even in the bus. dats y i choose to go taman...i really feel lyk seeing eu..
oink ! time now.. 2.30am ler..
u all human dun nid sleep i zhu oso nid to sleep lurhs.
i suppose i can have my sleep now bah? done ''door guardin' for several days ler..
think i can sleep liaos.. haas..
until now.. u r still in my mind.. it has been many hrs alr.. but i m still thinkin of eu..
so.. wat is this called? idk if eu feel the same way as i m.. but i hope soo.. oyasumi nasai.