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Friday, September 19, 2008
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12:34 AM
woah. stayed in sch from 8am to 9pm today without goin home! and it is ard 13hrs! can u imagine dat? i spent 13 hrs in sch doin nth ! i din really expect her to view my blog so soon and found out this thingy... even if she found out, i would still lyk to continue bloggin abt this.. lol. few more days to my birthday.. i m very happi la thou i dunno wat will happen on dat day.. dunno wth qihao did today.. dun noe wat he told shir.. T.T now de mii is damn sad sad de lurhs.. >< hais...i was so happi when i saw her today.. i was simply so happi yet so shy to face her. ><.. but.. i still cant forget the star.. juz wat can i really do? hais..i noe.. i m a bit hua xing.. but i had tired to control my feeling over times and time again.. but i cant EYE is comin for those who are in sec 1,2 and 3.. all the best to them.. =D good luck.. i noe i would really dui bu qi p if i still lyk s.. but how? i m those sort of ppl who cant really forget the another person dat easily.. and dat was y i chose to avoid p.. i m stucked.. idk wat to do.. i hope i could find a solution asap.. hope that they will get good results.. =D hees.. hope to see them nxt yr in sec 3 for those who are in sec 2.. hopefully i will be able to see them wear long pants. ^^ the weird weird kind of feelins(nt used to see my cadets wearin long pants).. LOL. i hope.. dat she would stop treatin mii dat good if she dun likes mii ( dun sms mii, dun turn ur head back and see mii and even smile at mii.. best if treated coldly..).. i wan to see her blog badly.. i wan to see how she is gettin on.. hais.. felt so tired nw. did nt had my nap today afternoon. while havin my el mock exam, i felt asleep and woke up over and over again.. i was simply too exhausted to do my el mock exam. i still rmb i fell asleep durin el lesson when mdm inderjit was loadin her videos today.. and and.. sth came out of my mouth while sleepin without anyone noticing ! buahahs.. =PPP.. i felt so betrayed.. hais. onli 1 person noes y.. hais. hope to see her tml b4(fri) i go and meet shiqi omg ! i m a PIG ! ore wa tong ka tsu san ! ---^ ^----- ---(. .)---- ---(o.o)--- OINK! =D felt so anxious to see her on fri or on sat after her band. but wat do i have to tell her on sat?hope to have a hand shake and photo takin wif her tml or on sat.. =( hais.. anan is nt goin to mii tml. onli mii and shiqi. sian-ed.. hope she turn up nxt yr!.. -its better to get false hope than no hope.. -i would rather allow myself to continue sleepin and nv wake up and allow myself to continue the mistake that i had once done.. -felt so betrayed and sad... -h.b hais.. -2 more days to go...?? hees.. |
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