Life Filled with regrets
Friday, September 19, 2008 , 12:34 AM

woah. stayed in sch from 8am to 9pm today without goin home!
and it is ard 13hrs!
can u imagine dat?
i spent 13 hrs in sch doin nth !
i din really expect her to view my blog so soon and found out this thingy... even if she found out, i would still lyk to continue bloggin abt this..
lol.
few more days to my birthday.. i m very happi la thou i dunno wat will happen on dat day..
dunno wth qihao did today.. dun noe wat he told shir.. T.T
now de mii is damn sad sad de lurhs..
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hais...i was so happi when i saw her today.. i was simply so happi yet so shy to face her. ><.. but.. i still cant forget the star.. juz wat can i really do? hais..i noe.. i m a bit hua xing.. but i had tired to control my feeling over times and time again.. but i cant
EYE is comin for those who are in sec 1,2 and 3..
all the best to them.. =D
good luck..


i noe i would really dui bu qi p if i still lyk s.. but how? i m those sort of ppl who cant really forget the another person dat easily.. and dat was y i chose to avoid p.. i m stucked.. idk wat to do.. i hope i could find a solution asap..

hope that they will get good results.. =D hees..
hope to see them nxt yr in sec 3 for those who are in sec 2..
hopefully i will be able to see them wear long pants. ^^ the weird weird kind of feelins(nt used to see my cadets wearin long pants).. LOL.
i hope.. dat she would stop treatin mii dat good if she dun likes mii ( dun sms mii, dun turn ur head back and see mii and even smile at mii.. best if treated coldly..).. i wan to see her blog badly.. i wan to see how she is gettin on.. hais..
felt so tired nw. did nt had my nap today afternoon.
while havin my el mock exam, i felt asleep and woke up over and over again..
i was simply too exhausted to do my el mock exam.
i still rmb i fell asleep durin el lesson when mdm inderjit was loadin her videos today.. and and.. sth came out of my mouth while sleepin without anyone noticing ! buahahs..
=PPP..
i felt so betrayed.. hais. onli 1 person noes y.. hais. hope to see her tml b4(fri) i go and meet shiqi
omg !
i m a PIG !
ore wa tong ka tsu san !

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---(o.o)--- OINK! =D
felt so anxious to see her on fri or on sat after her band. but wat do i have to tell her on sat?hope to have a hand shake and photo takin wif her tml or on sat.. =(
hais.. anan is nt goin to mii tml. onli mii and shiqi. sian-ed.. hope she turn up nxt yr!..

-its better to get false hope than no hope..
-i would rather allow myself to continue sleepin and nv wake up and allow myself to continue the mistake that i had once done..
-felt so betrayed and sad...
-h.b hais..
-2 more days to go...??
hees..