Life Filled with regrets
Wednesday, September 24, 2008 , 11:46 PM

went to sch as usual..
nearly doze off and go into lala land durin phy lesson.. lol.
luckily ks gave mii sweet sweet and i woke up.
damn energetic ! haas..
^^..
to those who know these invisible ink thingy. pls do nt say out or even tell mii can?
after sch.. waited for dat stupid char siew.. =X took yrs to come down 1..
and and.. she always pop out from nowhere 1.. ><
stupid char siew.. haas. xP
cook eu then eu noe! haa..
always nag at mii 1 siak.. ask mii lend her the book. GRR... OINK!

then then waited for a while jiu saw star star * blink blink * and moon moon..
which made up singapore flag? haas..
juz rmb.. dat qihao.. made mii damn malu la.. after sch.
go tell shir those craps. T.T
it rained so heavily today.. but do eu noe dat i m at sch worryin abt eu? i worries every min or even every sec.. but eu wouldnt know.. ireally hope dat eu noe. thus i wrote these all over here..hopin dat eu will see it one day.. and i believed u noe it alr.
wo de tian arh !.
after the moon came down from the stairs.. i jiu went to look for her lorhs..
i felt so.. awkward? haa..
then then go bookshop and send her 2 pics and tok crap with auntie mary without lookin at wen and mich.
aniway, i look so dumb in both the pictures ! ><
i dare not face eu cos... i really like euu.. and i dk hw to express it..i m afraid i may turn speachless.. i m afraid of lookin into ur eyes while talkin to euu..hope eu will noe it.. hais..
face of a retard. =X
OINK..
u will nv know dat, there will be this guy waitin for euu.. always.. at that specific place..hopin to se eu everyday.. every hr and hr sec.. hopin dat eu may appear b4 him.. acceptin him or even listen to wat he wans to tell euu.. those words.. those stuff..
lastly, i will try to do wat mamy told mii in sch today..
i am afraid dat i may not see euu again after i leave yuhua.. i really wish to see euu as long as i could.. but i am one of those borin guy who may nt tell eu those words but i really care for euu.. and worries abt eu..
BUT..
i m so afraid..
i m so shy..
i m afraid of being awkward
i m afraid of being spechless..
i dare not face tat person..

i may look happi but..
i m nt..
m i wearin a different mask to sch?
i had a face of a retard ! ><