Life Filled with regrets
Monday, September 22, 2008 , 2:22 PM

recieved 2 presents today.
one of it was given from angella which was shared between her and kaijun ( girlguide de) and another was given by guoyin..
i feel thankin them over n over again. =DD
esp kaijun.
din really talk to her thou we noe each other. yet she gave mii my birthday present. most of eu should noe dat i m those crappy type of guys which doesnt know how to express all my feelings..
feelin kind of.. shy? or perhaps happi?
it's juz ... a kind of feelin which i dunno hw to say la. haas..
why do i nid to hide my feelin everytime from these 2 person? why !? ><.. hais
think i saw star today durin her recess. i was havin my chemistry lesson at dat time.. and..
i dun think i saw e wrong person. she was wif jeanice.. and i dun think they saw mii bah? really wish to see her again. =X. it is certainly shiok to see her smile again.. =X in fact i think they saw mii.. esp shirley.. =.= she tried to hide again..
anyway bloggers, i will be postin the picture tonight.. =D so..
do miiss mii arh ! ^^..
ytd nite.. i called her bcos she wanted mii to wake her up.. but it was divert to a guy's phone.. at first. i tot it was her dad.. but.. when i tried to ask her.. i feel dat she dun really wans to tell mii. hais..i felt tat.. he might be her.... i dk wat to say la. i m so sad.. hais..no matter wat i choose to do.. i always choose the wrong person and ended up choosin e wrong step and why do i always ended up hurtin my own self? wth r eu doin la yu sheng.. hais.. what should i do nw?
the adorable pig and dog from both angella and kai jun.
eh.. this pig look lyk mii wor? OINK !

from guoyin. omg ! i cfm pass my el liao.. LOL.
some photo which he had given mii.. =D

always ended up hurtin my ownself..
felt as thou.. i had jump into a endless pit..
wei shen me.. wo hui ai shang ta men liang ge ren? hais. all i could say is dat i m serious abt both of them.. hais. i really a bit too hua xin ler. all i can have is my feelings to be blame. DARN IT !