Life Filled with regrets
Tuesday, September 2, 2008 , 11:59 PM

lol. went for ''studyin'' today. haa.
meet up wif zh and steven.
then went to sch to study.
studied till 2pm then went to jp and have our meal then went for bball-ing.

intially, i doesnt really wan to go play..
cos.. i m havin prelim soon (nxt wk)
and then.. i kept on goin out..
i dont want to make my mum or dad disappointed when they saw my results.
i wan to show them dat i can make it.
i doesnt want to see them disappointed and sigh ever again..
perhaps.. i m being sensible alr?
LOL.
baaaka..! >< !!! LOL.

oh yea! maybe.. there might be a chance that i could become relief teacher in yuhua..
damn glad and overjoyed when i heard the news..
i wan to come back again..
i cant imagine what would happen if i saw them.. those 2E6 de ppl nxt yr? haa..
and i dunno wat would i really react when they greet mii..
wat i meat was lyk durin every lesson, they would stand up and greet mii sayin..
''good mornin Mr Ong'' and everyone would be laughin at mii if they noe who m i.. haas.
really hope to see them again.. even thou i might really dislike them or wat..

but anyway.. this wish of my would nt have come true..
cos.. maybe.. i wont be able to get this job..
hais.. kind of sad?? lastly.. i did some stylin of hair juz nw..
so.. ppl.. guess if this was a wig or was this my hair? will tell euu ppl the ans 3 days from now.. and tell mii if it is nice..
juz gib mii a tag by statin ur comments..=)







hais. dun really noe wat i did was right or wrong..


i m really so confused..


really hope to see dat someone thou.. i really hate that person so much..


y m i always dat indecisive?

18 more days to go. =)

some clues: used up many hair clips for this hair. =.=