Friday, July 25, 2008
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9:50 PM
had a red and long scar on my right eye now.
looked more ''MAN'' alr.
LOL. sound crazy and crappy.
played bball till too violent alr la. lols. then someone smacked my spec and it scatched my eye.
i din notice it until i went to the toilet after bball.
had my ORD/ROD/POP today. for ur info, ORD = official release date. the date whereby the ns men would be released from the ns. and they no longer nid to serve ns until they are called to go back for re-services.
it was my last ncc day in yuhua alr. i promise i wont go back to ncc unless.. unless sth really happened.. or.. the new part C (sec 3s) nid our helps then i would definatly return.
i also promised. i wont go back to ncc until nxt yr june 2009. i am certain that after jing yu and qq they all went for their spec course, i would be back again.. i wanted to find out what post and rank they would be holding after june 2009.
i talked to the part B (sec2) who was previously my part a cadets (sec1) last yr. they are the first batch of ppl whom i have been taking for 1 yr. or maybe less than 1 yr. but, we really trusted each other a lot. and i believe that they would noe what was going on in my mind. some of them were so sad today. really.. qq, jing yu and aaron(dunno aaron did gave mii any or nt) gave mii a hug today after the POP parade and the heart to heart talk. i had to control even harder to prevent tears from rollin down.. hugs given by men to men are PRECIOUS. it contain a lot of unspeakable truth and stuffs. (男人的拥抱是最珍贵的.)
i nearly cried today. had to hold back my tears... seriously, 5 yrs is quite short for mii. it isnt enough..i was hoping that i could have 3 more yrs in ncc. i missed ncc a lot. ncc is MY LIFE, MY EVERYTHIN. however, this is my last yr in sch alr. the other reason was that my mum doesnt allow mii to join CLT course. it is one of the course that is needed to join in order to become a sir and return back to yuhua. exactly lyk wat terrance did. i have been 2 yrs of specalist in yuhua ncc. and i really miss the time where i lectured my cadets, the time i joke wif them, the time i sort things out with them, the time when i first introduce myself and the time i scared and prank them.
i shouted the command very loudly today b'cos it was my last day in ncc alr. i think, i no longer have the chance to shout the command again. however, i wont forget that i am once an NCC MEMBER.
before i end, i wanted to say sth. i wanna apologise to jeanice for that i have wronged her and both danny and phantom.. i will be back if eu guys nid mii. juz ring mii up and i will be there to help eu guys in the coming 2009.. i will upload the pic that i took today some other time..
to all the cadets out there.. sry if i have been mean to eu all these while. hope eu guys wont mind. .. 我真的,真的,很怀念当初..我希望能回到从前.
the pic which we took on fri..
sad to say.. i m leavin ncc..
ncc really changed mii..
it made mii more independent..
able to endure hardships..
nv to forget.. i m from NCC
formal pic
informal pics
my heart melts when i saw her again...
but what am i gonna do??
nth would change the opinion of mi from her..