Life Filled with regrets
Wednesday, June 4, 2008 , 10:03 PM

hey chio bu and handsomes..
^^
yea euu.. the one looking at my blog de euu.. the pleasant looking de euu.

yea.. its euu la. dun look to ur left n right.. cfm is euu ler la. haa.

i missed euu man! missed euu greatly.. hope euu gt miss mii la !!

haa.

hais.. this yr my last yr of camp, my last yr wearing of full U .. hais. i dun really wish to leave this sch .. hais. gettin emo again. i really hope
i can go do for this yr de ncc day. i miss wearing my no.4 even thou i juz stop wearing it abt 6 hrs ler.

sian.. lol. suppose to grow pimples, but instead i grow uclers in my mouth. nt 1 ulcer but 2 ulcers. >< lol. arghh .. nw have difficulties makan.. hais. jia lat..

this yr, i was hopin that this camp would be quite strict. all these while, our ncc have been quite stict. but this camp that i am having these few days are quite fun. seriously its fun and yea, much better than last yr camp. last yr camp, most of the thing cropped up.

now.. lets see the differences between last yr and this yr..

last yr
camp fire : the first part of the campfire was quite furious but durin sec half of the camp fire, the fire turn weaker and lastly the fire was put out by its own..

this yr:
camp fire; the flame remain the same throughout.. until the log was burn finish. the starting of campfire was a new method. they uses the tennis ball and the cloth that was soaked wif kerosene and torched it and sent it down to from the second floor by sliding it down on a metal string from the third floor.

last yr
war games: a lot of people was injured, but they feel dat its fun

this yr
war games: many people felt dat its quite fun but none was injured.

last yr
nite walk: the nite walk was cancel due to the complain made by the neighhbourhood as noise produced by the girl guides and the ncc were quite noisy.

this yr
nite walk: this yr, there is 2 nite walk, one on the first nite and the another at the second nite. the reason why we made two nite walk was that many part a and part b people felt dat the first nite walk that was created by the seniors was not scary at all. first nite walk was at the new blk whereas second nite walk was held on the old blk where were lots of untold secret lies.

last yr
ice breaking: much more better than this yr. many seniors noe wat to do durin ice breaking

this yr
ice breaking: some seniors did not know wat to do for the ice breaking game. however, few game dat were created by few of the senior was quite fun.

last yr and this yr
food : almost the same

last yr
the character of mii : more active.

this yr: damn dulan de mii. lol. less active and participate quite few in the activites.

ok now, i shall note down what happened in day 1 , 2 and 3.

1st day of camp
durin the first day of camp, few of the cadets turned up at 8am when the camp was supposed to start at 10am. most of the sec5 senior went to talk held by few cambridge markers. and we returned to sch at ard 12.30pm. and i went to join some of my cadets and playin the slappin of tights. hit till my tights turned as red the monkey BUTT !. i played for about 10 mins before i returned home to wear my ncc uniform and came back to school wif my brangs brangs.. lol. i forgt to bring my charger and hp de headset to camp la. lol so i was unable to charge my phone on the first day. i din realised that there were some chargers in the ncc room till the second day.
after i returned to the sch, they were alread grouped into groups of 2 echo and gamma. echo 1 and 2, gamma 3 and 4. and they were having thier first ice breaking game. honestly, i was damn malu. i was the assitant in charge over there, but i act till as if i was the in charge over there. kiat seng wasnt there to save any of the situations. he was the in charge and anslem was the PC, it stands for platoon commander. but i really feel lyk i was the one holdin up the whole platoon. when the gals were asked to join my grp, i was kind of malu la. stand there dunno wat to say. u guys expect mii to do wat or say wat? lol. lyk watyoke chan had always told mii, i have bullet proof face and i m dat buay ba sort of people, even bullets was shot at my face, the bullet will confirm kena deflected one. LOL BUT.. i dun dare tok to the gals la !! lol serious la.. i dun dare 1. but i always lyk to disturb yoke chan ! haa cos she is our family de zhu zhu !! haa. jia lat la i dunno wat to say to the gals lo i dunno them siak. i stand at there n said '' paiseh guys today i also dunno wat to say la. damn malu. so ...'' lol. i told them this. first time felt so''stressful'' lol stressful in another kind of way. hehes. actually i this kind of guy hor. see gal jiu buay ta han and . ta bu luey ta han la.. dunno wat to say 1. esp those i dunno de.. si bei malu. see those chio 1 even more jia lat. cfm stone there dunno wat to say 1. euu stare mii, i stare euu dat kind. O.O after ice breakin, they then went for thier field cooking =). asked them to take their instant noodles and also thx the RPs for givin out food, untensils and the equipments.after the cadets had makan finish, some of them dunno how to put out the fire then they asked mii for help. indeed, some are hard to put out. then i took off my pants and pee at the solid fuels and help them to extingush. lol. DOTS LA ! SIAO. haa.. JUST KIDDIN 1.. jk.. lol siao. urinate at the solid fuel. lata my bro kena burnt la. haa -.- lame la.. i gather few of the juniors and asked them to take turn to blow so that the flame would go off. lol.n after many times of tryin, the flame was finally put out. walao. day one de entry jiu have so much to type. sian. nw the time is 11.32pm ler la. tired siak. ok lahs. i try to cut down in the detail of the camp. lol. after makan, they went for thier nite walk which most of the junior find dat its lame la. and my nuer dat hui min.. walao. damn noisy la. lol keep on talkin back to mii. lol wonder y i gt this nuer siak. hmm.. *wonderin to myself if hui min was picked up from the street* lol i dun think so la. she so talktative. lol gt few genes of mine la. haa kept on talkin none stop. very hard to stop her from talk 1. her mouth lyk machine gun siak.. jia lat.. T.T lol lata she see this i cfm kena chop into 1/2 la. or maybe chopped into million part and then cook curry, followed by feeding of dogs T.T after nite walk, we went to our making of cheers and skits. lol. i name my grp '' Gap poh'' meaning froggy in cantonese i guess. haa anyway they din use this name la. haa but to mii thier are gap pohs. haa =) beside ga poh i also though of givin them the nicks of ''ga zua'' which is also known as roach. hehes. after thinkin of cheers and skits, kiat seng mii and weidong all went out to buy kfc and see wei dong off then return back to sch and makan. after makan, we went to bath n sleep lo. lol. in toilet also saw roach la. walao. damn lots of roach lo. raymond the most jia lat 1. inside those who are bathing ( anselm , raymond, mii and jia yu) raymond was the guy that was most afraid of the roach. lol . in actual fact i also very scared la. gt phobia against flyin insects. before sleeping, i stayed up until 2.30AM to complete my folding of star. but i was too tired la and i tried to sleep but was unable to go my lala land.. slep at parade ged by shiftin benches from the canteen. lol at midnite it was like wohoo. free air con. lol damhn shiok ^^
durin midnite, it was quite quiet la. wat i meant was quite late in the midnite when everyone was sleeping. i could hear the lift of block 478 siak. lol heard the *ting* of the life. lol. damn noisy la. then i sleep till 3am i woke up. yoke chan was the few girls dat haven slept. lol she was helpin mii. wanna thx her, angella, kai jun and kiat seng la. without eu guys help i wont be able to complete it myself in time. really very grateful for euu people de help. after 3am i sleep again till 5 then woke up cos dat kiat seng la kept on sneezin make mii woke up. zzz.

day 2
lol woke up at 5am+ la. walao. sibei sian 1 lurh.. lol. stupid kiat seng.. -o-zzz .. second day in camp. lol. lazy to brush teeths. so nv brush. haa. until the PT (physical trainin) was held half way, i went to my bunk and took my toothbrush and went all the went to the toilet and have my teeth brushed. lol. still rmb last yr... durin the third day, all the three of us wei dong, kiat seng and mii din even went to brush our teeths until we get home. lol. stylo bah !? wakaka.. lols. damn lazy la dat time. lol.. ok la back to day 2 ! haa.. after my breakfast i went for lesson lurh. damn sian. lol due to the lackin of sleep the previous nite, both kiat seng and mii were damn sleepy. slept durin EL lesson dat was held in the ava threater, and was asked to wake up by mdm injerjit. lol damn malu la.. lols. first time being called to wake up this yr.. lols jia lat. lol. then after el, i went for fnn. lol. i wore my casual short pants la. lol. din noe the express class was in the kitchen. lol. then saw emo kia. jasmine. lol. damn malu. i was late for lesson cos i ran all the way home thinkin that i would nid my stupid tumbdrive for fnn. -.-l but in the end. my tumbdrive was nt needed. lol. i was some kind of extra la. damn special and spotting durin lesson. lol. the only guy who wore short pants + shoe for lesson. LOL. lots of them din noe i was havin camp so i wore that kind of casual clothing for lesson. lol. they tot i purposly want to wear it in. lols. after i told them dat i was havin camp, all of them looked quite shocked. haas. after fnn, those ncc guys were havin thier obstacle course (oc) lol. they were suppose to do many stuffs like crawling in mud, pumping, sit ups, jumping jack, frog jump etc. all of them then returned to fall in at ncc wif clothin full of muds. haas. if i am one of the part a or b, i would cfm hate to crawl in the mud. i hate to get myself dirty even thou i m an ncc member. after OC, we had to use water hose and help them clear all those muds on thier shirts and pants. AIYO ! pity those girl guides and ncc part B. lol all thier tent kena rainwater. lol. aiyo more jia lat 1 is my nuer hui min de tent. lol. whole tent spoilt then collapse. lol. cham la. i guess her whole tent kena rainwater bahhs. lols. sad sad.. hope her clothings would be alright bahs. durin dat time those girls were havin kayaking. and my buddy, bing lun told mii dat my nuer hui min very noisy la. haa xPPP lol and and hui min even told zhi hua say i will take revenge. lol. -.-l ok la. i try.. nxt time i help euu shoot him back till he bo wei gong.. to hui min: aiyo hui min. u hor.. so jia lat larhhs.. haa xP. kena complained by my frens. lols. after playin OC, all of the grp was asked to gather wif the specialist and the each specialist had to take 1grp and bring them to somewhere else to discuss thier cheers and skits. and i helped group bravo to create 1 skit and one cheer. thx to zi yang and dastagee. they helped mii by givin mii 2 inspiration and i tried to edit them. lols. i helped him to create 1 advertisement called the cogate advertisement. lols. damn lame la. but finally, my hard work pays off durin the camp fire. at nite hahas. this yr, the camp fire was quite fun la.seriously it was FUN ! haa. hmm. everything goes quite smoothly. lols. i tired to hide at many places cos i dun 1 dance for the camp fire la. sux at singin n dancin. haa xP i hid between cadets, sec floor and even at my bunk. haa xP but i was looking at them silently lyk wat wolf normally did. hide at one place and aim at their preys. lol. when it was time for the senior to perform, senior was seperated into 2 grps. the hakka grp and the another grp. the so called dancin grp la. and i was inside. lol. i din even wanted to perform. so i tried to hide. and my cadets shouted my name and asked mii to come out. but i continue to hide at my bunk. lols. dunno which junior started first to shout my name. lol. most of my cadets are frens to mii la. haa i noe maybe i have some kind of impression in euu guys heart so euu people wanted mii to dance. lol. TO ALL JUNIOR CADETS: paiseh la. haa =PP i noe euu guys would wan to see mii dance lyk dunno wat la.. dance lyk siao gao (mad dog) lol. but i m simply too paiseh to dance. lols the dancin very fun and funny la. lols actually i wanted to dance also. but as most of euu noe. i m damn malu type 1 la. some tings i love to do. but i m juz too shy to do dats y i wont do. after camp fire, all of us the senior went to soak the log into the kerosene and put it into the fire, torch it and play wif the log. lols it was fun la. anyway i shall upload some of my pics lata on. it wasnt too clear. so hope eu guys wouldnt mind. haa. after the camp fire, we organised the sec nitewalk for all the juniors who think dat they are so brave. some of them backed out the last mins. lols. and dat bad bad de regina came into sch and looked for elin and asked her to go for supper. she din even came to tok to mii lo. BAD la euu.. lols she saw mii yet didnt came to look for mii to say hi.. >< after nite walk, all of us went for our sleep. of cos we did bathe b4 sleepin la. and i caught mr wong sprayin insecticides at all the roaches. haa he was quite cute in a sense dat adults wont help to buy insecticides from outside and bring it into the sch and help the kids to kill all the roaches la. lol.

day 3
had pt, but the pt wasnt as tough as the past. sir wanted to cut down on the pt as many juniors said dat they were too tired. and most of them didnt had a good nite sleep the day b4. haa. the day b4, kiat seng , mii and wei dong slept in the third floor 2nd classrm. and wei dong left durin the midnite without disturbin mii and kiat seng. it was kind of sad la. didnt had a chance to said good bye to him. i knew dat wei dong doesnt wan to wake us up and dat was the reason y he left so quietly. i knew him for so long and i knew dat was his character. i juz wanna thanks him oer here and i noe dat he wont see it derhh. day 3 ended quite fast. after breakfast, i dragged yoke chan and plead her to go for english cos i damn sian la. she was the only 1 who was able to come for both el and fnn whereas kiat seng cant. so i kept on draggin her along. lol. after lesson, we nv had chances to have our lunch b4 goin home. and i asked the girl guides to cook for mii instant noodles as they are havin outdoor cooking. but all dun 1. sian. so jia lat. and i went to ncc and grap one packet of instant noodle and ate them without cooking. lol. quite nice la. after i ate finish, i walked past the girls and i saw them cooking for the other ncc de ppl. and i was damn fed up. arghh. dun 1 cook for mii 1 lurh. all so badd derhh. =(
ncc's camp ended at 1+pm and i asked yoke chan to accompany mii to buy glass bottle. went to blk 500+ without knowing blk 400+ gt sell. actually i decided to go to one of the bookshop call xing yi bookshop at blk 500+ de cos i noe it sells glass bottle. but in the end, we reached there and it was under renovation. very dots lo. walked so long and then finally reach ler they told mii under renovation. =.=
then i walked to many shop wifyoke chan to find but i was unable to find any glass bottle. in the end, i travelled all the way to jurong point without yoke chan to buy the glass bootle. dun wanna dragged her all the way to jurong point. she was havin kind of throat problem. unable to tok too much. i think she screamed too much. dats y. On the way back to sch. i smsed yoke chan and asked if she nids any herbal tea or nt. but she didnt reply my smses and phone call. lol

after i returned to sch wif my glass bottle, i requested to those girls and asked if anyone of them had any paper for mii to write. and finally one of them gave mii her paper and she asked mii if she could splash water at mii or nt. lol. and i reply her back by saying''ok later. after i finish my thing.. i gt hp and mp3 wif mii .. so dun slash now. lata let euu splash lo.'' cos of this sentence, it make mii real jia lat. -.-l ard 15 mins, i m done. hope the present will be given to her and she would keep it by her side always. if she happens to see sth, i think i would call it predestinated bah.. hope dat the present would reach her side safetly. dun think she nw will view my blog ler bah. this thingy so long. whoever see liao cfm feel sian one.. who will still wans to continue reading nia..
as i was saying i would let one of the gal splash water, when i was goin home dat time, i saw her. and i said. ''erm. euu wanted to splash water at mii right? nah.. here's ur chance to splash at mii lo. anywhere lo.'' she splashed 1 time, i tot ok liao nth would happened. but she felt dat it wasnt nt enough. kept on splashin then i was lyk wtf. 1 by 1 all the girl guide go splash at mii.. -.-l then almost 1/2 of the gal guides came chasin mii after i came out of the toilet as i was dryin my self inside by usin the help of the hand dryer. one of the gals saw mii inside and lie to mii and said dat outside no 1 ler. and i came out thinkin dat there wasnt anyone. in the end kena splashed at. =.=.. lol very diao. then some chased after mii. lol. so jia lat. but in the end all nv chased up to mii la. lol i think my speed had deproved. ran till so slow. ><

so jia lat. the gal nv kept her promise one !! YOKE CHAN !!! HW EUU CONTROL UR CADETS DERH !? haa xPP

hope it can reach her side safetly
HAPPI BIRTHDAY TO HER.. HOPE DAT SHE WILL BE HAPPY ALWAYS.. AND AND.. AISHITERU.. nvm if dunno meanin. dunno then go ask ppl bahs