to mi, i felt that my blog is some kind of personal journals that recorded what ever i had in my mind. my sadness, my joy, my everythin are inside this blog. it noted down everythin that i wanted to say. or even somethings that i wanted to say, but i m juz simply too shy or sometings which is too sensitive that i would not want to said as i do not wantin to spoilt our frenships.

i m one kind of person who doesnt really lyk my frens to be insulted.. but then, as for those kiddin type of insultin 1 i dun relly mind la. so.. hope dat person who tries to point middle finger one will noe tat.. STOP INSULTIN MY FRENS.. b4 i really chopped off ur fingers haa. *chop chop chop then feed dogs. haa or wan to feed them to erm.. chicken n duckies? haa

finally my blister had completely heal. but dunno y . kept on walkin as if there is still blister on my foot. lol. FINALLY! i m able to run, hop, jump, walk, run n leap over buildings like spiderman.. ?? lol? spiderman? lol.. wth. i aint spiderman la. haa.. juz dreamin too much abt spiderman ler. lol i m a marvel lover. =) marvel lover means that a person who is deeply in love with those marvel comics n movies. like spiderman, iron man, justice league? and others la. simply love marvel comics since i was small. i m juz a marvel fans lol. anyway there's billion of marvel fans in this world. who cares abt mi yea? lol.

today sth really shockin happened to mii. jasmine toked to mii siak!. rmb the emo kia that i always mention abt? haa. ytd i asked shirley if i could borrow the coursework from her sis for referencing and then her sis allowed. kind of shockin. lol. to mii, i always felt that jasmine was some kind of freak?? lol. nt really a freak la.. someone who looked quite emo and scary. she will always be the one who would stared at mii and qihao went we walk past her or even walkin infront of her. both qihao and mii would feel the ''pressure'' as if there was some kind of scary aura when we walked past her. kinda scary la. haa. however, after the incident that happened today, i had change my opinion of emo kia. haa ok la shouldnt be so bad to keep on callin her emo kia all day long.lol. i felt that she was kind of friendly person.just like what manyu mamy always had said. she was a friendly and kind person.rmb i said that i wanted to borrow her coursework from her? lol. today ard 2pm, she was on the sec floor near the library when she saw mi at the HOD rm and she asked mii if i wanted the coursework on the spot. lol. i nearly shit on my pants(chua sai) when she tok to mi. we nv tok to each other b4. and i always thinks that i have left a bad impression on her. so i dont dare to tok to her. and i asked her to bring again on tue . hope dat will be able to see her coursework. her coursework was really perfect and ms ang even praised her. lol. ok la. should congrats her. gong xi her for gettin 1st in the 4e n 5n.. lol. and and i get 5th -.- lousy lousy la. haa. anyway i shall thx her here. lol. dun really dare to tok to her. haa. aiya i dun really dare to tok to gals that i dun really noe dat well.. kind of shy. haa.. omg.. ONG YU SHENG or ONG HUA SHENG WILL ALSO SHY 1 ARH? haa..
hey jasmine .. if euu were to be lookin at my blog, i wanna thx euu for tryin to lend mii ur coursework for referencing. =) arigato gozaimas.. thanks

but i think she wont be viewin my blog 1 la. unless shirley would ask her to see.. lol which i really think is impossible la. haa

hmm. ask eu guys 1 thing. m i a bit too trusting towards people ard mii? and m i too dumb for being too trusting towards people ard mi?? honestly i think i dont.. i dont think it's silly and dumb. the reason i choose to trust them is that i believe in them and i think that they are trustworthy. they are my buddies and shouldnt buddy trust each other? i treat them as my buddies and besties thats y i care to trust them and believe in them. and i believe that there are backstabbers ard in this world. but i believe that i wont becos of juz 1 incident then lost hope in everythin. i wont make ppl that cares abt mii to worry abt mii.. ( nt tryin to shoot anyone so.. no offences..)

lastly, i feel that both jasmine and shirley are quite hardworking de ppl and both of them really insipred me to work hard before i regret. somehow after seeing shirley being so hardworkin, studyin alone in class after everone had left, it really really really inspired mii to work hard. and i want to let everyone noe that if i use this word i swear means that i m 100% confirm abt sth. or else i wont use it. i dun wish to kena sth bad or sth unlucky to happen to mii if i sweared and nv do.. althought shirley euu have work hard but then euu r unable to score high results for ur exam. dun give up. and i always thinks that.. dun give up urself before anyone does. and if the god doesnt wants to give up on euu, euu still have hope.. and then jia you. i believe eu can do it. i have confidence in eu.. and there is still EYE okay? dun worry too much. lata hair turns white then i dunno wat to say liaos..

GAMBATTE i believe eu can do it.

and yea btw i saw KJ and BL today wif the gal. thier class mate. frgt wat name ler. dat prefect. lol they told mii mr koh kena fooled by ACS de students cos ACS de students out witted him. haa =PPP kinda funny and lame haa. hais. been so long since i last met BL for swimmin. hope we will be able to see him tml for swimmin. lols ^^
and then tml i will be goin out wif someone who is very important.. a guy who came into my life. and he brought in his happiness, sadness and everythin he had and influenced mii. and he is none other than kitson. i missed him lots ! haa but i bet he doesnt noe =.= cos he everythin also will say 'fuck la'.. 'fuck la'.. then 'zuo ai'.. 'zuo ai'.. was lyk wtf .. and last thing he would be saying to mii will be ''CACA'' ! haa missed him as it had been ard 7 mths sinces i heard this words or name ''CACA'' from him. actually, behind this word ''caca' there is a special meaning.. only few of eu guys noe right? haa lol he was my best fren and i missed him a lot. hope tml we will be able to take some pics ^^


i wont let euu be sad anymore.. i wont let euu feel hurt again..

my heart really feel quite sour when euu kept on sayin mii and her. but the truth is that ILY..

i juz hope dat euu will be myside now. and i really nid euu.. i m juz afraid of losin euu...