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hais.. i nearly cried today

at ard 1+ am.

saw those ncc gradu pic..

my buddies.. all gone liaos..

hais..

and even saw some pic that i had changed so much that make mii cried...

i m no longer the guy i m.. i relieased

but who m i really?

what and who is the real mii??


i haven figure it out..


stop treating mii lyk this ler.. =(


hais..

wanna thx someone for the help given to mii all these while la..

dat person is my zhu ren..

lols..

thx for listenin to my nonsense, rubbish and craps..

and i guess..

I KNOW what to do le bahh..

and i will try to do what I M SUPPOSE TO DO bahhs..

hais..


lol..

and as for few ppl stayin in contact for few yrs.. like ard 5 - 10 yrs.. i dun think its possible bah..

its quite difficult.. and those ppl are not really dat close de fren bahs..

and i guess those ppl would have changed a lot durin that period of time..

and even get too busy n forget each other..

but i guess i wont.. EVEN MEMORIES ARE GONE. ONLY FRENSHIP REMAINS.. and dats wat i believed in..

and..


my dream of being a sir .. ( CLT ) haven been crushed..

my parents suddenly disapprove mii of goin for it.. due to some reasons..

but i hope as time goes by..

i will be able to enroll and become a sir..


hais..

juz felt that things are goin against mii...


i m smiling.. yet cryin inside..what am i goin to do.. i m so lost..