Life Filled with regrets
Friday, September 28, 2007 , 11:14 PM

hais. this few days i felt dat i m havin stress and have been quite depressed also.. nearly breakdown today.. lol. dunno y this few days lyk dat de.. maybe due to the coming N lvl and some of the things tat r kept in my heart fer quite long. lol. thx fer dingli/hentai nii-chan/derek and ninjia turtle .. without them i may haven alr broke down liao. cant function anymore.
some of euu may ask y so stress? be more positive! but i m tryin my best to =) .. i want to leave a happy memories wif my buddies so tat they will also rmb mii yusheng aka birdie king, a guy who is always dat cheerful/ happy-go-lucky de. so i wonder have i done dat? and left a memoriable memory in euu guys thoughts? b4 leavin the sch today, i have some thoughts tat flash thru my mind. i felt some kind of sad, as IF..if i were to go ITE this yr as today was the last lesson, i would really miss this sch n this batch of funny frens dat i had met. thx fer being my frens. thx. =')) i nearly cried in class rm b4 i left the class. i knew dat some of euu might noe dat i try hard to control my tears frm droppin down today. hais. thx lots buddies. =') i must have been too emotional le bahhh? thx fer being wif mii when i needed euu guys =')) thx a lot..
hwever besides dat,i knew some of euu had saw the writings tat i have wrote on the table. XD haa. its was kind of bored so qihao and mii did dat. hope euu guys would nt think negatively. haa. i find those words n writing quite nice . so i wrote it and i put my name there hoping ppl will rmb mii. haa sound stupid? and retarded mah?